禪之蛻變 二元洞見

I'm sorry but I'm not that strong as you think and imagine.


I'm still weak and tend to hurt myself by absorbing too many of the others'

emotions unconciously and that kills me.

My life is just an empty scenario waiting for others to create.

Whatever you people say determines my whole life.

But I'm nothing but a slight and nameless figure who

strggules to live in this painful world.

I can't even know why I was here and for whom.

I'm nobody without anything but loneliness and suffering.

What should I pray for and why?

There mustn't be anyone who will answer my proposes,so why should I waste my time?


At last,these boring words will still end up just a piece

of SHIT...